For quite a long time now I have been teaching and practising what I call 'an empowerment meditation'. We ask to be given light, love, peace and healing power. Light is, of course, enlightenment, wisdom, instinct, intuition and revelation. Love is not 'please love me, I'm feeling miserable and lonely', but rather, 'please fill me with love, so that I can create with love, instead of fear. Peace is the perfect peace that 'passeth all understanding'. It is that peace in which there is absolutely no room for fear.

I had often wondered if I had ever reached that peace. It wasn't until the doctors in Dubbo Base Hospital informed me that I had multiple cancer lesions in the liver; the majority being in the left lobe of the liver, another in the caudate lobe and one in the right lobe, a large, solid abnormal mass cancer in the mid abdomen and the lesion is very large and appears to be in the sigmoid colon, that I realised that my mind did not shift gear, not even one cog. I did feel an overwhelming gratitude for this opportunity to show, with irrefutable proof, that the Spirit of God which is within all of us, when directed skilfully by the mind, triumphs over all. The physical and the non-physical. I pray that I am skilful enough.

"These works I do, even the least of you can do. Yea, works even greater than these." Now, I have taken these words of Yeshua bar Yosef (Jesus) very, very seriously for a long time, and I know through direct, personal experience their validity.

When I have totally eradicated this cancer, I hope to start a school for the self-treatment of chronic illness, using proper, chemical free nutrition and mindpower. I plan to do this on the Sunshine Coast. I have given up all my daily classes and have decided to accept invitations to give Sunday workshops anywhere in Australia and also in other parts of the world. Time to spread my wings.

So that I should have a mind free to concentrate on healing, I have made my funeral arrangements. This way, I have avoided having others worry about what should be done with my old, discarded body and no longer have to think of such things. I have arranged that on the issue of my body's death certificate, it should be instantly removed and thrown into the gas oven. There is to be no funeral before cremation and no commemorative service afterwards. No one, but no one, is to be given my body's ashes. I explained that if my ashes went up the chimney I might be able to stop off at the hole in the ozone layer and do a quick repair job on my way home. Death is such a beautiful thing. It is like taking off a straight-jacket and being liberated. It is only those who distrust and fear the Source of all life, consciousness and energy who are frightened of the inevitable. The only sin in all the omniverse is ignorance. And what suffering it causes!